Nawed - Fortunately Unfortunate or Unfortunately Fortunate

Hot Girls, Vulnerable!

2010-09-29T13:44:00.000+06:00

“Look at you, you are bald”, that’s all Rimi could say when we met after 2 years. Drizzling. Beautiful afternoon. Not too cloudy. The airport looks beautiful from this view at Aroma. Only two commercial consumers of the beauty, me and Rimz. “I wish it wasn’t raining, we could have sat outside. “, she extended the conversation further, “Sorry for being late. This is the 3rd time I’m here for iftar.” It was only the 13th ramadan and she already came there thrice!!! “I need a solid distraction”. Okay, that makes sense to keeping herself busy-for-nothing on an annual leave.

I could read her tense with her right thumb constantly rubbing her left. “It’s been more than 5 years and now he thinks we are not ready to get married! WTF is wrong with him?” She wore a fake smile before saying that she denied to get married some years back, “Who gets married at 24? I wanted to enjoy. I’m sure he loved those trips, unbound.” She continues, “Now, he doesn’t even want me to go along with him to Thailand.” I intruded into the conversation,”Hey Rimz, it’s the ‘bang-cock’ streets, why do you need to carry one?”. Rimi literally threw some water on my face, “Now imagine it’s not transparent but white”. “Yak, I’m not a gay.”

Two more customers came in, a boss and a ‘Yes, sir’ executive. They were both looking at my wet face which could have looked like a fight from a distance, thank God Rimz was smiling. A white-shirt black-bow staff asked whether we want to have dinner. Rimz replied a positive reply to the query with a ton of confusion on her face. “You want to addafy so long?”. “I dunno”. I really felt bad for the girl. She is so much in a distress. She started talking about what happened 3 years back when her parents asked her to get married and she was all ignorant. “I knew whom I wanted to get married.”

“Look at me now, am running down to the 30 lane within a couple of years.” The weirdest query popped up, is she still virgin? That would increase her probability of getting breast cancer. Holy! “Dude, look here. I’m so ugly”. I had to stop her there. “Rimz, a girl of 5’8″ with such a lovely figure, cute smile, sharp nose and a 40k job would be the dream for any smart guy but may be I won’t want my kids to have your hair or eyes.”

“Dude, thanks for the flirt, feeling better but how could you say that!” Yet again, some water on my face followed by a proposal, “Let’s discuss a trip to the Cock-show Bazaar (Cox’s Bazaar) after iftar.” “Ahem!”

Something about watching movies...

2010-09-24T07:59:00.006+06:00

10:12pm. Khichuri with chinese vegetable on a light drizzling night is obviously a great offer. Only if I could stop the clock ticking and the night setting his darkness along with the load shedding on the streets, the khichuri would have tasted much better. Moreover, the food was hot, just cooked. I'm never good with hot stuffs, otherwise who won't have a girlfriend after spending around 6 years at NSU.

God, what was I thinking before asking her to turn the lights off keeping only a colorful shade glowing at one corner of the room? Okay, she's the one who would fight with me on every sentence that I would utter but here she did turn the lights off pretty obediently knowing that her father could be rude on her once I leave. That was around 0830pm or something, a bit late to start yet she played on the movie.

I've a problem while watching movies, I get so deep on the shit that I can merely concentrate on anything else, even if it's a movie like Khoj: The search. It wasn't the big screen but the small laptop screen makes us closer, may be that's how we enjoy the movie more. Thank God, the sound level was too low to bring the laptop closer creating a larger border in-between. If I sound like I didn't want to get nearer, that would be hypocrisy. At every sweet moment of the movie, my fingers would run through her hair without any hesitation. The protestant would ask me to keep my hands away once I'm done even with the tails of her hair, not the longest though, for the sake of her dad.

Foods started coming in even before the movie ended. All the menu for a single person aired from the table and landed safely at the end of the bed. The movie would finish within 20 minutes or so but already I was feeling guilt for staying back so late. We are not those 'fast' families. I should have left much earlier. It's already 10:12pm.

Could not wait much longer for the food with some impression of guilt on my face, I hope she saw that. I tried to finish the food as fast as I could. Now she started making her point, I should have left earlier. Without any argument, I told her that I was thinking the same. Now she tries to make a rude face with a satanic smile on the corner, saying "When?". "Thirty minutes back". "Taratari shesh kor (Finish the food fast). Done. Run? Not that fast. Not before a light kiss on the cheek. After all, she's not my girlfriend. We are too good friends. 10:32 it is.

Yes, I can certainly call the difference, I haven't even checked whether her cleavage was popping out or not while she was lying beside me watching the movie. It's good to have such a friend where the bonding takes over lust/sex and friendship wins by virtue.

However, the best realization came on my way back home. I was scared while riding crossing the "Kabarsthan" (Graveyard). It was too dark. I wasn't carrying much money but my cell phone. I could barely see anything else than the narrow road with graveyard on both sides. If that wasn't enough, load shedding helped it get grungier. I was simply terrified and started praying.

Suddenly, I realized something. May be it was Allah sending me a warning message. I must have done something wrong. I googled a simple solution. To get rid of the sin, I should have asked one of her sisters to accompany us while watching the movie, off course without any other intimate action being performed.

Mugging Computer: The Dhaka Style

2010-08-30T16:43:00.003+06:00

MUG-A-PC:
Rumor says, there are several new PC mugging gangs evolved in the city lately. This creative young guys would be awaiting your appearance at a busy city street. If you are traveling back home on a rickshaw alone with your PC after getting it repaired, you are bound to get hijacked unless you are one of them.

Step by Step:
1. Someone would be keenly observing your PC while it's getting repaired. He may even ask you about the configuration and price.
2. This guy informs his partners when you are about to get out of the market
3. A rickshaw will appear right in front and accept any amount you offer
4. Right before it comes to a circle (moor), the rickshaw puller would ask you to get down because he needs to fix his steering or something
5. Some guys would approach you from nowhere and push you down to the floor as if they haven't seen you
6. Once you get up, they will start arguing blocking your view of the rickshaw
7. Meanwhile, a new rickshaw puller from the gang has already started riding it
8. Someone else from the gang would sit on as the passenger covering the PC with a carton or something
9. By the time you are out of the argument, the rickshaw is gone
10. Oh, by the way, they would take the busy street because you would think they have fled from the empty one

NB: Even if you find your own PC, their gang will make up something and you would get beaten up as if you were the mugger. Generally, local police is also involved to the crime.

FAMOUS SPOTS:
1. Gaus-e-Pak Bhaban (Motijheel) to Purana Paltan and TSC
2. Elephant Road market to shahbag and TSC
3. IDB to Mirpur 10
4. Dhanmondi Rd 9/10

4 types of Wedding Invitees

2010-01-05T09:53:00.005+06:00

After attending 6 occassion in one fine chilly winter evening, what else do you expect me to write? It’s not happening because hundreds of people are getting married but because each of them actually inviting thousands of people. I don’t get the reason behind calling so many people at the marriage ceremony when it’s only the awesomeness of the stage, bride’s look and the food menu is all that people discuss on their way back home, unless you are anyone closely related to the bride or the groom. Then you would be more engaged to pose perfect in front of the camera than looking aside whether the bride is feeling good about taking the corrective shots.

There are 4 types of guests; relative, official, friends and potentials. By potentials, I don’t only mean my future boss or the rich guys with great investment power but I would like to include those “to be” boyfriends or girlfriends of the groom or bride’s siblings and friends. The latter mentioned guests within the 4 categories are super cautious about every move as their future mother-in-law is watching them with the hawk eye. They are probably as more cautious than the bride or the groom on stage. Believe me, I have seen guys who would experience all torments yet spend a huge time playing with his girlfriend’s little brother whereas more than the accumulated time that he spent playing with his girlfriend’s hair.

How about those hot shot officials or bosses who would arrive with a huge box of gift just to boost up his employees motivation to work, arguably to prove himself “rich with gifts”. These people might just head up straight to the stage, take some snaps while their chuffeur carries the gift box to the table assigned for receiving gifts and tagging them with a circle “420″, Mr. Babar Hossain, Baridhara. The chauffeur would make sure they mention the designation of his boss on the gift registration copy.

Look at those digital photographers who can take corrective measures right away and take another snap if required unlike those days when one snap meant 1/36 costing 2000/36 equals to 55.55 taka. These days, wedding photography has become an art of rare angles, unexpected shots and post wedding manipulation. The good thing is, photographers can understand the nature of people’s perception within a few days right after the photos are posted on facebook. Every time you would write “Nice shot” on the comments, makes them eligible to charge higher in the upcoming season.

Notice the chauffeurs, they are having their own party, young ones would be shitting about their bosses and the older would be patronising their loyalty towards his profession. Whoever makes a better impression within the short time adda, actually gets more “khatirdari” at the dinner table. Least to mention, they would only sit in a flock and carefully would watching their bosses whether their face is showing any sign of leaving the venue soon. Two things make their adda livelier, beautiful girls and experiences gathered while serving duties for wedding cermonies. Let me share a secret; if you want to know about any guy or girl, just try to know who’s her chauffeur. Believe me, they can provide you with the rawest data.

Dancing on the stage is never so easy and it’s worst if you see the ‘beyaras’ looking at your female friend with an utter pervert look. It’s their democratic right and we can’t even do anything about it, they are also human being.

Put some observation on the other sides of the stage, surely will lots of interesting things happening around you. Share it with the world, it’s fun.

Never lost it ever before, don't wanna lose it

2009-05-12T08:36:00.000+06:00

Never lost it ever before, never wanna lost it to anyone else,
Every heart wants to roam around, mine did it for the first time,
my heart never walked in this street ever before,
I don't want it to get lost in the darkness, show the light dear,
hold it forever, girl, please hold it forever.

Don't you see my heart creeping towards yours,
Fix it girl, for all time, for some beautiful times to come,
Live it large with me, love it like anything,
Lend me your soul, only till my last breathe.

Once again, I tell you, I've never lost it ever before,
neither would I like to lose it to anyone else,
would you just hold the light, my heart is on your street,
this is the first time, my heart took a trip here,
show me some light, hold it forever,
Never lost it, don't wanna lose it to anyone else,
just lend your soul dear.

Answer me a yes

2009-05-07T09:13:00.003+06:00

I know it's only a few days,
I left my signs with you,
You will think of me someday, someway,
we will never forget those simplest moments.

That was love or not,
Let's not judge that thought,
live the freeway,
call me if you still want to sit down with me
just to think about it a lil bit more.

There are falling we don't see,
we don't measure,
but we feel a hole somewhere around here,
somewhere deep inside.

***

I left my signs just a few days back,
You left me some too,
I admit, I need more,
answer me a 'yes' if I ask you that

say me something,
remind me of those simplest times,
hold on, am calling you,
did you think about it just a lil more

(*** you can put this part over there if you want:

(Live the freeway,
Live the freeway,
Join my day,
when you L-E-A-V-E the freeway
call me if you still want to sit down with me
just to think about it a lil bit more.)

21 Friends

2009-02-21T08:24:00.003+06:00

Write down the names of either 21 of your friends/ randomly selected 21 friends from your list and answer the questions!

1 Sohel
2 Rusho
3 Kalyan
4 Augustin
5 Arif
6 Baadhon
7 Shamira
8 Mou
9 Raka
10 Jayita
11 Mishu
12 Shishir
13 Zico
14 Miran
15 Mitul
16 Merina
17 Sifat
18 Mumu
19 Trisha
20 Sumaiya
21 Mo

1 How did u meet 4?
he was a genius from my last school, St Gregory's...forgot how i was introduced to him

2. What would you do if you never met 1?
we call ourselves, 'jonmogoto dosto', our dad's are d closest buddies of each other...thr is no posibility we cudnt hv met

3. What would you do if you dated 18?
my dad wud hv gone bankrupt !! i wud hv promised not to date anyone further. LOL. jus kiddin... luv u sis

4. Have you ever seen 17 cry?
not realy...but heard her cryin..n yes, @ any lil disaster, she wud say "nawed, amar kanna pacche"... hey swthrt, dn start cryin now

5. Would 3 and 13 make a cute couple??
i dunno whether thy know each other but if gayism was legal here, they wud hv bn a talented couple fr sure :P

6. Describe 9.
ajoooob typer joss friend !!

7. Do you like number 14?
who doesn't. aage thekei nice guy, now he has a tie

8. Do you think 16 is awesome?
yeah !!! she is really awesome !!

9. When was the last time you talked to 19?
last night !!!

10.Where does 15 live?
@ fari's heart.

11. What is the best thing about 21?
being "Monica"

12. What would you like to tell 18 right now?
wake up...it's already late.

13. What is the best thing about 10?
she's a nicey

14 What's the best memory you have of 16?
gud tyms @ red shift.

15. When is the next time you will see 12?
maybe in this week...or the next...but he betr show up wth d packet I left @ his place

16. Is 20 pretty?
ahem !!!

17. What was your first impression of 4?
leonardo da vinci

18. Is 1 your best friend?
hell yeah !!

19. Have you seen 3 in the last month?!!
last month!?! i've attended his engagement last night.

20. When was the last time you saw 14?
I saw miran som days back @ d Mojo's tea with my hobu bhaabi

21. Have you ever been to 13's house?
oh yess!! oita to ekshomoe SS'er Hawa Bhaban chhilo

22. When is the next time you will see 11?
dunnno...may be next wk...or the next to it...

23. Are you really close to 8?
very close !!!! she is my twin :P

24. Would you give 20 a hug?
after d incident on my b'day... i gues i shall save a biiig hug for her b'day

25. Describe the relationship between 2 and 4.
invalid question: no relation

26. What's your friendship like with 8?
super glue. hop it remains the same throughout my entire life.

27. Have you ever danced with 19?
khekz...somehow, we did... heheehe

28. How do you know 21?
through sumaiya, i guess.

29. Does 2 have a bf/gf?
dude...had he nt grabbed an aussie chic, he mus b single now

30. Have you ever wanted to punch 4 in the face?
nevr had a reason...but how abt tryin it !! khekz...hehehehe

31. Has 9 met your mother?
yap.

32. Have you ever traveled anywhere with 19?
well...if dhanmondi to rifles or my place counts as travelling, then yes we did travel...hehehee

33. If you ever gave 7 $100 dollars, what would he/she do with it?
urmmm...i realy dunno. gotta ask her. may be she wud save it for her kid's education or a surprise gift for meraj bhai (be regular on fb, tht reminds u bdays).

34. What is your best memory of 1?
dost.. so many gud memories... it wud b unfair to put just 1 here. thnx fr being thr.

35. What is the one thing you most want 2 to know?
when are u really coming to dhaka !! ??

36. When did u meet 20?
jus som days back

37. What do you like most about 7?
look...attitude...personality...i guess everything !! :)

38. How did you meet 10?
@ mentors... i don rem'ber how we got introduced tho

39. Have you ever seen 6 cry ?
nope. tryin to imagine how wud she luk if she cries...khekz

40. Would 14 and 6 make a good couple?
well...if they are intrested :P :P just kidding !!!

41. Are you good friends with 19?
oh hell yeah !!

42. Do you think 2 is cute?
1 of her girl (friend) told me he luks lyk a cute lil elepele ( i dunno how elephant got dis new name)

43. Something about 5.
dost, u've d talent, don't lose it !!

44. How did u meet 13?
Gregorian brothers are always one

45. What is 7's favorite color?
white i guess !! am i right sam??

46. What would you do if 17 just confessed that he/she liked you?
ahem...if she really does...then...ahem...

47. Fact about 19.
her current state: bhitor bole duure thakuk, bahir bole ashuk na

48. What does 1 do for a living?
BRAC Bank job

49. Would you ever live with 16?
won't b d wrst thng to do... nights wud b pop-corn n movies.. days wud b offic.. no pervert thought plz

50. Is 8 single?
she's engaged

51. Where does 7 live?
gulshan

52. What do you think about 9?
she myt actually SMS us @ her wedding "shamne theke shor, u ppl r makin me laugh"

53. What's the worst and best thing about 12?
Worst: diplomatic
Best : diplomatic

54. Who is 6 going out with?
wish i knew.

55. What do you like about 17?
that she prays... simplicity... the list wud b too long...

Raka gets there too...

2009-01-30T23:35:00.002+06:00

I thought girls get chupchaap at their wedding but Raka proved me all wrong. After a shaky start/step toward her royal white stage, she was in complete command within a few minutes. Not more than 5 minutes have passed, she started talking to Meraj bhai like all other days. The half new yorker got some sort of bossy sooner that she could be. As of Rintu, she jharified him more than twice.

I liked the prayer,it touched all the corners of prayers that the new couple and their family would need. It was long though.

Some 'good' highlight: the dessert was a goood selection. Stage was royal white, beautiful. Raka was looking gorge bride.

Oh, the day is not over yet. Meraj bhai's family went to samurai's house. Dunno the update yet. Probably, another kurbani following soon.

Mitul covered Lifehouse, a good choice. Liked the song that Fariba sang but could not recognize properly. The couple was looking all good and mushy at times, as usual.

Our photo session was elongated due to Friend Plus Session, Friends Session and Amra Amra sessions. Nothing else that I can remember to state here, may be due to my drowsy brain and dhuludhulu eyes.

Why couldn't I express it before, "I love these people".

2009-01-22T13:24:00.005+06:00

Not that I don't feel like writing but somethings makes me the laziest on this job. Wish I could drive away the restless part of mine to concentrate on a single objective and even refrain me from too much laziness so that I just start writing whenever I feel like.

Last year, was another good end. I have done 6 courses last semester and accomplished quite a satisfactory result. Undoubtedly, it was hectic yet the Almighty helped me gain some solace to my painful academic grade sheet.

Mou got engaged, Jayita too. Raka would be following the shown path very soon. Shishir, the most diplomatic kid (as of Mou) managed to secure his future quite handsomely; yes, he is definitely an eligible bachelor now. Jayi is also 'jobbed' again, i mean recruited at the firm where Sagor bhai, Ahsan bhai is also involved. She's happy with her game which has 18,000+ subscription now. oh, Samiul reminded me a story when we saw Oney (LOL) at NSU yesterday. Btw, last night it was Arif bhai's (and Nawsheen) last event to the formal (money spending) occassion...LOL... i mean boubhaat (Walima). Shishir, Shamira,Jayita, Mitul and Rumman was there.

Shamira, the angel, sometimes I think she transformed into a human from 'fairy'. How come she is such a cool customer always? Could ever anyone complain against her other than her mom, if she pissed her bed wet when she was a little kid. Now she's working for ACI. One of those draem jobs. In fact, she's a product executive which doesn't sound big, but 'huuuuge' for me. You know why? Because I think MNC people are the biggest 'rajakar', they are taking away our hard earned money. This year, this angel might just lose her 'virgin' feather too.

Mou - shall i start writing on this Topic, I can go on for ages. This Transcom girl has changed quite a number of my habits (or shall i say, bad habits). She will get married this year too. I only pray to Allah, May i not miss my sister, may she remain like this dearest to me till my last breathe.

Zico is the strangest of this category, probably the heartiest too. Strange coz you never know what he is coming up with in the very next moment. Sometimes he seems the happiest person in the world, sometimes he just would drown you to deep into the river of sadness. The 'heart-throb' of NSUSS did marvelsome job with his unusual presidential conversation. Lately, he has been 'absonding'.Yes, 'absconding'. Jayita can give the perfect explanation of 'why', coz I know before Zics can finish his story there will be @least 39 missed calls. Ultimately I'll lose the interest on the story.

Rumman, honestly speaking, I thought he could have been a great friend but people and the situation had other plans. I still couldn't find the reason behind...i dunno how to say it. Oh, Mr Corporate is hooked to (the acrobatic !!! as she described her youger days to me) Trina. Once we were kidding about a form that had all those features Rumman matched with Rumman, i don't clearly rem'ber but wasn't that Trina?

Badhon. sometimes she would make the biggest lie to you deliberately and you won't have any clue from her face. Shishir's sister. Charlies Angel's gang'er arek member, i mean the Mou-Shamira-Baadhon tag. On every NSUSS member list, you'll always find their names in this order. This Dilu road part-time neighbour has one of the most confusing character. Sometimes she would do one the most unexpected thing. I remember, once, all of us went to Dhanmondi Lake and she did throw something at a couple without any hesitation and started walking the other way as if she didn't know anything.

Mitul. the Rocksta. Yes,i know, if I need any help from him, he'll surely come up with a solution or atleast give a try. May Allah Bless Him with his life. The guitarist cum rapper cum etc... and Fariba's boyfriend.

Miran. Somehow, am now missing those old days when I tried to learn Table Tennis from him. The SCB guy has a good command over Finance and Accounting. He has a girlfriend too and all set for the marital sermon. Just time stands between the ceremony and him.

There is a half-US girl in my buddy list. Meraj bhai's girlfriend and the to-be-wife-soon. Raka in 'Saree' ?!! could you believe that four years back? At least, I could not. The tom-boy turned girlie had a crush some years back though, hehehe, whom I bumped @ Cafe Mango some months back when he came back from Canada.

Mango...mishu. some years back, due to Tinni he could concentrate on his studies as 'phone-a-special-friend' most of his 24hrs schedule. Anyways, she got married. But did that stop Mishu. Never, failure is the pillar of success. This time he joined GP to cut the cost down and did manage another 'phone-a-friend-all-night', Farzana. Rumor says, now Mishu gets tired of talking over phone!?!?!?!! World has changed big time. She seemed a nice girl though.

getting out of words...getting lazy again...

WISH I COULD EVER EXPERSS HOW MUCH THESE PEOPLE MEAN TO ME.

Just because there was everything...

2008-11-28T09:25:00.002+06:00

...on the title, i won't write anything on the body.

Thank You.

Pen and paper conversation

2008-11-06T21:07:00.002+06:00

Paper: I know you love me
Pen: I think it was infatuation
Paper: infatuation!! meeting everyday, was infatuation to you!!
Pen: I didn't have much choice.situation made me do so.
Paper: why are you so inconsiderate?
Pen: am not.not at all. you were there, so we met. that's all.
Paper: ...and that doesn't mean anyyyyythng to you?
Pen: sweet p, see i told u it's not my choice.
Paper: so, who's choice is it?
Pen: Mr and Mrs humans
Paper: duh!
Pen: honestly speaking, I've met with 3 other papers this semester.
Paper: what!!
Pen: i told u, it's not my choice.
Paper: ya, ryt...u r so pathetic.
Pen: am sorry
Paper: am sorry too
Pen: yap, u should have understood me earlier
Paper: am not sorry for shouting at you
Pen: then what?!
Paper: am sorry that i forgot to tell you about Red, Green, Blue, Pink marker, Green marker and blue markers; i've actually met them this semester

When I learnt to have oranges for cold

2008-03-12T21:27:00.004+06:00

They failed to live with expectation,
they failed to see the light.
When things were good to be true,
she never had the sight.

She made it look simple,
on every walk or talk,
I saw the innocence,
i, stalked.

Now that things are not there,
as we live for good, never together...
I cherish those times-
when i changed a song on my little iPod,
with a little tough of her hair,
when I learnt to have oranges for cold,
when i learnt how to share.

we met at the cooper's
when she had class within an hour,
when we walked to her mother
but i fled in dread fear.

when i got up in the earliest morning,
only to hear her lovely husky drowsy voice,
when i barely took her phone on bus,
just to save her ears from noise.

when i learn to meet people at the right time,
when i got to make plans of my day,
she made me live the life of future gentleman,
even if you are not with me, I thank you again.

oh lady, hope you change your mind,
read me, be with me,
only to have a better a life,
together.

I, hereby, ask you to accept my love,
atleast to save me from cold.

I hereby, ask you to
"Peel me the orange",
with my kid on your lap
five years from now.

Without my best friend

2007-10-20T16:22:00.000+06:00

Take it,
i was never a good friend,
take it,
but i was trying to be one.
break it,
i was shattered in the sade,
freak it,
i was shouting for none.

believe me,
i was drowning under sever pain,
do believe me,
last thing i wanted to lose and go insane.

Trying to dwarf down the grief,
crave me close to your heart,
without my best friend,
am falling apart.

Untitled

2007-10-12T22:16:00.001+06:00

Minutes doesn't count these days,
lovely times went past my afford,
You were the one, i tried my part,
could you understand, could you not?

Sometimes life gets troubled, when i got you most,
whom shall i go to, when you are lost?

creeping around in search of your love,
thinking days and nights,
sights of niceity, rise of simplicity,
grabbed me out of my rights.

There were days, i landed on your shoulder,
sometimes even being a girl, you were bolder.

Could you read my lines, read those sms ?
could you open your heart while you read,
am can only try to sow the seeds for tomorrow
on your heart, if you grow and breed.

living with the mistakes, Leading up to the life,
i know it's weird, yet saying now, would you be my wife?

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Just got rid of it..

2007-09-03T17:02:00.002+06:00

Lately, i'v been trying to find myself. a lotta things turnd off in my life...som turnd on. Let's start wth the bad happenings lately...

1] Done with N.N.

I was answering a question to Saria over facebook. 'When enough is enough..', i gues the rightest thing would be wait and resist it from further but certainly keeping oneself tight enough.

It's true, i loved the accompany of N.N. Don't really know what actually in her is there which got me so intimate. Every lunch break used to turn into another fab meet at her room when her parents were out. A sneak in though. Somehow, i did love her or like her for everything. She had fab lips, nic lil bhuri & most of all - a fabulous smile. She made my day on every meet. But you know, it starts to end. She always got pissed on my concerns over her. Excuse me,why shall i not be concerned? anyways, that never did a bitter ground on earth untill the phone calls started breaking my ear curtains. Every now n then, we used to fight more, talk less.

However,i made her birthday look great with the help of Pritomi & Piya (thanks to them). Without them it would have never been possible to see my Shweeto smile so brightly on that day. thanks a lot again.

i wanted to stop everything that day. in fact i did stop. but due to her bad dreams,i had to answer her sms som days later. N.N's sms'd that Dayan had 105 fever, Annur didn't get 3.8 (HSC) n Tanu apu (her cousin) was lost...n she had a bad dream abt me....(f**k man)..wantd not to but did call her back on reply..i thought she would change...but..gosshhh..

after two days, i found barely any change in herself...so decided to remove it in a fatigue manner..hehehe..n it was jus a facebuk msg tht did everything right for me. now she's outta my league.

2. Nibs said, "You became my friend only because you needed help with your studies." hehehehehhe.....wanna comment on dis?! feel free to write anythng abt it. hehehehe..

gotta go.gonna write the rest later.

the June

2007-07-03T07:31:00.000+06:00

Every time I sit to write something, I feel like writing thousands of stuffs and then the fear of writing grabs my arms which intrigues the lazyness on the brain. How was my last month? dunno,it's a mixed feeling. i mean, i had several good days with my sister, lean patches with the so-called girl-friend(!!?)(LOL..heheheheh),Ria had tough time in life, Nibs to cranky apa hoe gese...

Sohel miya hawae bhashe. Kalyan trying to re-install something that may be handy for the future (related to the school, printing and other services). Rusho ekdin super cool mood-e thake to arekdin tar matha bigrae jae, tension-e mathae haat diya boisha thake..

Oh! thaks to Samurai, at least ECO173 1st Mid-e kisu to parsi.

Recently, I've been working on this Water project. What do people think of it? Is mineral water good for health or the lab purified general water? Still couldn't find the answer. I don't even know who can give the best answer of the problem.

Last Night, it was a mess

2007-06-01T11:03:00.000+06:00

Sometimes it is hard to understand what's going on around you even if you are placed right at the center, intentionally or unintentionally. Thanks to God, "experiment freak" people like me got to be in the place for several times. Most recently, it was my sister, who dug me a whole cave to find the dark den life...no no, am not literal.

Generally she acts pretty weird with me, quite an undescriptive fact....

That day, on the 25th of May, she kept a place for me!!! It was the ATR class (eco 173), I got in and found no place around my 'friends'(LOL), but just one sit beside Mou. It was kinda weird that my sis asked me to sit beside her...she knows am gonna give her hard(boring)time, yet?!!

she was broke, definitely she was...!!!!

However, i came to class leaving Nuz at the GMQ. I know I'll see her after sometime, yet tried to make a poem out of it..

Last Night, it was a mess,
I slept coz I had a stress,
Couldn't talk to you, well,
So, I ran to you early morning;
I was waiting for you; when I
saw you come to me smiling.

So many times I told you,
I love that beautiful smile,
You know, just to be with you,
I can run a thousand mile.

Missing you for the moment,
Though I know I'll see you after some time,
I got to say you something,
You are my song, you are my rhyme.

[ How bad was the poem? ]

ja chhilo shob, akash tomar..

2007-04-23T17:45:00.000+06:00

Ja chhilo shob, akash tomar,
nirob jibon, premer adhar.
chaile dekha hobe shokal bikel roddure,
tirther kaak hoe, thakbo ondhokare,
tumi ashbe, thakbe...

bhabchi aj onek duur,
nirbodh bhashae kobitar suur.
kon dharonae, shondhe ashe,
keno pore abar shokal shaje,
raat keno furie jae,
ekbaar eshe keno jashre, hae...

kokhono bujhini, shomoi thake na,
kokhono shunini, prem chole jae,
ajo paini shei bani,
ajo paini...

tumi bole dao,
ami ki chai?
tumi chole jao,
ami ki darai?

ebar, ekbaar,
tumi shune jao,
barbaar,baar baar,
tumi shune jao,
tumi hote jodi amar,
obastobotar baire aj boli,
shob ditam tomae.

jani debar moto kichu nei,
aj shobar moto cheye nei..
tobu cheye acchi..

Live!! Communicator...Hehehehe

2007-04-23T16:30:00.000+06:00

belive me...she's da busiest women in da world. she has a lot of ppl to communicate every moment. these are one of those little moments, wen she was free from her cell phone...

bangladesh - pakistan

2007-04-23T16:20:00.000+06:00

pakistan bangladesh relation. is that ever gonna work? everytime we talk about pakistan here, ppl gives a look of 'worldwide confusion'.till date we barely had much good terms with Pakistan people, but definitely we need working on it. life has nothing but socialization, or else we would have been in the jungle.

hatbo_eka..

2007-03-07T18:30:00.000+06:00

amar kaj kere nae hridoy khela,
doure chhube bhabna ghora,
potro kobe lagam debe,
mitbe kobe, ashar mela?

jagbo ami gaan kurate,
hatbo sheshe raat birate,
porbe mone tomar kotha,
hatbo eka jokhon jetha.

get me a pain, i'll show how to gain

2007-01-29T17:59:00.000+06:00

there are times, when you teach yourself,
people in rhymes, grow themselves...

i would say, i barely know myself,
i would admit, i may love myself...

i promise to the Almighty,
i promise to Him,
I swear upon the above Capital letters,
i would love myself.

hear my temptations, tear on shoulder,
i would help the needs to fulfill,
give me some regards...

erase my obligations, scenes of sin,
create my apathy on the loneliness or mean...

hold me granted, sold my soul,
death is no fear, my granny has her bowl...
what the fuck, am i writing,
rhyming like kids, without a meaning.

surprising, surprising, get me a pain,
advertising will show, how to make a gain..(out of it)

A good fashion layout

2007-01-12T19:29:00.000+06:00

www.dcwomens.com

POST FROM CELL

2006-12-10T16:26:00.000+06:00

My Birthday

2006-12-03T11:20:00.000+06:00

Socrates died on 3rd Dec and God sent me as a replacement though a little later. God is the Creator, He won't regret sending me later but I do. He should have sent me earlier. At that point, everyone used to listen to all the weird stuffs and 'Banoat' (fake) stories. Phoebe (from FRIENDS) would surely have been summoned as the best philosopher of the Millennium. Okay, tell me, how many people actually knows about Socrates(other than his name)?! You just came to know that he died on 3rd Dec, probably this was also an unfamiliar fact to you. Do you remember any of his words? Nope. I bet you don't. But see, if you have watched FRIENDS, I can bet that you know at least one dialogue from Phoebe.

Last night, I felt really good.

27 New Messages and 16 calls, while using Teletalk !! This should be counted as the bestest, wishfullest Birthday of my life.

Ekhon shokal 11:29

I've got all the expected calls except Raka, Boro Fupi n Mou till 3 am. Then Raka sms'd me at 3. Shokal bela Rayed call kore bollo, " Mou apu oitihashik bhabe tar cell phone harae felse."

Oitihashik Story:
Janina kotha theke amar chhotto bon ta CAB-e kore bashase firchhilo, but definitely she was scared while travelling. Shara rasta she bhoe bhiti niye bashae fire eshei CAB driver k tk diyei, dooure naki CAb theke neme gesilo n she forgot that her cell was there. Actually, o thik Hypothetism bhuge na mone hoe, probably she has some inclination toward self-creation of Situational-Phoebias.

Anyways, if she had calld me up at nyt, I wud hav been upset. that's y she didnt call. shokale she tried but cudnt reach me on da cell. tai bashae call kore, rayed k bolse ami jate take cal kori. anyways, i'd 2 call her(apparently nijer b'day wish neyar jonno, heheheh) to abt her cell loss story. n thus it ends.

Bikale I wud take a try to meet Ria. My bestest friend ta k aj k meet korbo bhabtesi. dekhi.

Oh! mama did sth weird last nyt. he sent me an sms from the other room and then he came to this room to say me over voice. BTW, i celebrated it with a cake last nyt. One might guess, why did I write the last sentence? Coz it was actually a 'Pitha' that we celebrated with. What do you call a 'Pitha' in English - definitely 'Cake'. Mama took some pictures. Edaaf bollo, i look 34 wth the beard + moustache rather than 24 but the next picture took me back to 24 as it was Mama n me. I'll post the pics later.

i don feel like writing

2006-11-19T15:40:00.000+06:00

"this is the last time, gimme a second chance, okay it wont happen again, that's it, am done etc.." - i think every human being says this things everyother day. People carry some end note or some would turn something off and some will make fake promise......we don't realy need it, do we?

let the life carry on.dont beg to a human being for your mistakes, rather just flow with the life and beg pardon to Allah only.

i sound cliche', abruptly, am kinda not in the best sense to write. kind of pushing myself into this piece.

Let's see, lately I have found myself good enough as a human being. May be I don't want to stand with negligence (then why is it Mou, why do I call her sister?). If i frame the bad parts of everyday in my life, the total would be the time I spent with my so-called sister. May be that's how my life will go on. Every night I pacify myself sayng that probably that's how sisters actually behave. I used to wish Allah gave me one, but nowI would thank Him that He didn't send any to my parents. Thank you again Almighty.

I so want to write about my recent inspiration, but something is stopping me on the back of my mind.

As a hint, i can only say that I derived a new word, "Extra Boyfriendal Relationship" and I've started liking "Desire: Table for Three", hehehehe......just to remind myself of the matter, this is for the first time, I liked someone in North South University within the last three years.guess what? i like this girl for her simplicity in face and cubicle of sensivity plugged in her brain. i sound like fallen, but no matter what, i would just be a good friend to her, that's all. that's all!!?!

Calendar Treatment

2006-09-21T17:15:00.000+06:00

This Picture was taken by Niloy. I jus lov da pic. such a fab composition. by da way, if u r thinkin of puttin it on ur site or copyin da pic, plz do it wth the photographer's permission.

thank you
nawed shahriar
smnawed@hotmail.com
0152354649

To Develop a Calendar, we need atleast 6 Objects based on a theme. From that note, I have come up with some 'faaltu' bostapocha ideas. i know, nobody wud like it, yet.....

Colors of Bangladesh:
1] Masala 2] Churi 3] Paan 4] Haat Pankha 5] Fanush 6] Ghuddi Women Allure:
1] Khopa
2] Alta
3] Bicha - sth women wear on waist to hang keys
4] Beni
5] Mehedi
6] Tip
7] Chudi

Professions that Denote Bangladesh
1] Krishok
2] Majhi
3] Gorur Gari
4] Jele
5] Khamar
6] dhaan bhana

6 Divisions:
info on DHAKA, CTG, SYLHT, KHULNA, BARISAL, RAJSHAHI

Deshi Khela:
1] Marble/Biring
2] Shaat Chara
3] Gollachhut
4] Teiscope
5] Danguli
6] Hadudu
7] Kutkut
8] Kanamachi

6 OATH:

1] We won't keep our stove burn the gas all night
2] No wastage of Electricity
3] No Excessive Horn
4] Follow Traffic Rules
5] Won't cut trees Down
6] Stop Child Labour or else Educate them

6 Precious Metal

1] Gold
2] Platinum
3] Diamond
4] Silver
5] Coffee
6] Bronze

thanks for reading all these 'faaltu' ideas.

Silver Cup

2006-05-30T21:19:00.000+06:00

01711158528

kisu likhte icchakore na ken?

Jus joined A Positive

2006-05-25T16:16:00.000+06:00

.....jobswitch. the premium funda of solitude life. merely i could find a dear treatment from my faculties, rather i found it from my creative department associates with whom i have worked till date. do i know why? i really dont. beat the tense. probably because i love to live along my media life....

anyways, i started my new career with A positive. may be this one will lead me to a life i wanted. thanks to sakib bhaia.

i always quote, in fact my own quote - "1 Life, Leave it or Live it better than Hell"

Not all sisters are blood related

2006-05-04T00:52:00.000+06:00

...some share the hearts to infinity. Surprisingly, this is for the first time i took any pic with mou. Thanks to Kaniz apu n Bappy Bhaia.

The angel of Goodness

2006-04-29T01:13:00.001+06:00

Reflection of every second, thoughts of night, mare
it will sound and bare it will seem before the goodness
of Mou. I wish i could ever make a dare,
to be a better human being than her;
The angel of Goodness, a sovereign beauty of politeness,
my sister, the empress of my good thoughts.
The divine appeal of 'she', mesmerizes many,
never shows the path of agony;
it's just that me, hurting the feelings without consent.
Attuned towards a better life,
I keep on drawing it myself, i fail, i fail,
I fail when I try to craft on alone.
The cherishing pursuit takes me to care her,
I sound bad, i know, but that does mean only a sister,
i lack. 'She', the care I not really care,
"A sister's care is what I need", to be fair.
Take it down to soul. Paint with daubs of emotion,
feel me with brother-in-arm.
The relation that do not seduce charm,
a relation that never produces harm,
A relation that needs 'no return'
A time that need 'to return' on the memory lane.
To be, evergreen, forever.

Jay - Cute.Cuter.Cutest

2006-04-28T11:12:00.000+06:00

"Majhe modhe mone hoe, NSU te amar cheye beshi flirt mone hoe r keu kore na"

- Fahrina Ameen Jay

Let she be introduced in three parts:

1] Appearance:

a) Some days back, amra koekjon Canteen-e boshe truth or dare kheltesilam. Hotath someone was asked, " who is the sexiest girl in NSUSS? (coz all the questions were revolving inside SS)". The person who was to answer, jus made a cheeky smile n had a glimpse towards Apurba bhaia, who was sitting jus a little back on another table. Do I have to say, who is the girl?

b) I like the chulbuliness on Jay. Or general get up-e sharee thake na. She looks realy cute on skirts (hey, 'Skirt' and 'Flirt', it rhymes).

2] Inside Story:

Girls can read guys very well, guys barely do. If am the judge (obviously i am in my site), thn i don't really know. When Jay talks to somebody the person might feel that he/she is one of the closest person Jay has relation with, but in real it may not be so true. She is a keen listener, not really a keen speaker until and unless it's the time to 'pochafy' someone by saying 'Jitso!' Probably, she is one of the nicest heart within the NSU girls whom I know. That was the 'inside story bulletin' from me for the time. Let APRO bh write the actual "INSIDE STORY" right after the Honeymoon night. "Jayi", it's vice versa, u can write too.

I know this girl from Mentors. She is really a nice one to be with. I wish her all the sucess in life (as if, God wil take my wish, jus bollam r ki). Oh! She is also SAGITTARIUN. 25 November 1995 (amar ki dosh, oke etoi pichhi mone hoe....).

Oh! I had a wish. Jayi n I wil make atleast celebrate one B'day ekshaathe. 3rd December matro 8 din porei to.

i barely miss rain

2006-04-25T10:29:00.000+06:00

Looking for jobs.
I dropped my CV in 1 company who sells ringtone and other features to GP.

i spent the last two days at Mama's house. it was hartal. 22nd april was mama's b'day.

Cha-bar special blueberry cha is really good. i liked it. Just because everyone was opting for the Blueberry, i went for mint only to taste. It wasn't upto the expectation though. Eventually i poured some blueberry into mine from Sadib's.

Rakhi apu and Monty bhaia went for a rickshaw ride on a drizzle, i missed it due to my exam coming ahead day after tomorrow. i dont wanna take the risk as i already had bad exams on th e1st and 2nd Mid.

how many rain do i miss generally? i think i may count it even, coz i barely miss any.

Chicky trick

2006-04-20T07:52:00.000+06:00

A school friend of ludmila apu, Eva, was enthusiastic about Tareq, a model. She was poking me to get to Tareq for the last few days. Eva apu came to Bangladesh for a presentation on a research for CPD and probably she had a nice time here. Anyways, first she could not manage time to meet and later, when she met, she did not have enough time to go-out because of her flight schedule. When I am writing this, she is on her flight to England. O must admit, she's da sexiest girl in da country.

9:00 pm, 17th April. I was in a dinner invited by Mr. Huda, a closely related to Zia bhai's father. Eva was due to meet Tareq at PM Lounge via me. So obviously, I was due there. Tareq sms'd me tht he's waiting at PM lounge. It was embarassing, but I had to get out. Eva came to pick me up adn we went there. Eva asked how was she looking and I replied 'Good Mota', I could not interpret coz it was actually 'busty'. Anyways, they met and I was turning back home but man I do really know a lot of people, Nabil bhai was there.

18th April. The day was fine though not the exam. Coming back to Eva. We met at Movenpick late at 11:00 pm. I was the ginnipig to be shared among all. When everyone was shouting on their whippd cream, I jus could not resist myself frm having the chocolate on Iced Tea, though I prefer Iced Coffee. We had nice time chatting.

19th April.7:00pm. Ludu apu n I went to King's Kitchen for a subordinate dinner and then to Timeout for a Masala Dosa and take a look on Saree's. Accidently, we met Tareq there. I know, the world is small. Apu went to check the saree's at the shop there and I was chatting with Imran bhai and tht kollol man from Banglalink. When we came back to the car, I asked ludu whether she informd it to Eva or not. I thought she did, but really I understood today that girls do read the guys better than the other way. Ludu didn't call because, Tareq could easily see her talking. when she was busy in checking Sarees. She didn't want Tareq to understand that. thtat's why I said, 'CHICKY TRICK'. They are awesome. Later on, Eva met Tareq at Movenpick, but I was back home.

Friend by Default: Friend in Need

2006-04-16T23:19:00.001+06:00

FRIEND BY DEFAULT: Rusho

quiet a weird definition. I know, yet we take it like that. Rusho is the son of Abbu's closest friend, Nazim Chachu. They used to be on the same area and same college plus school, i guess. Me and Rusho, may not be friends from the school but college.

Always the coolest customer among us. Rush barely took any wrong steps and was always cautious before talking to someone. The best in him, he is always practical and never puts him into emotional calamities.... (to be continued)

A lot to write about Rusho, Sohel and my college life. Before that, I must write about Sohel. One of the person in this world whom I count as a very bossom one bu don't actually know how much he takes me as a friend. I know the last sentence seems pretty helpless from my perspective but that's the truth.

Sohel......at this moment, I can only write that he replaced me in Madonna Advertising and doing superb as i hear it from outside. By the way, no one shall take that I was there, that's why he got the job, that's completely wrong. He earned the job. He sat for interview and was selected to be there. He is a 'friend in need' kind of a guy. (to be continued.......)

Before anythign else, I must mention something, I swore to God when I got admitted in North South University that I won't change my behaviour nor even my relation with Best Friends. I think I am still keeping my oath intact. It's time that changes a human being probably that's what hampered my behaviour bit. I wish that I can turn to my lifestyle again soon...........

James sang on a Hindi film

2006-04-16T08:52:00.001+06:00

james lent his (/her!! the way he keeps the hair, his voice saved him; Hasan could hav been a tough choice to say whether he/she) voice to a Hindi movie called Gangster. That's quite an old news but the new news is that he is going to do it even more and coming up with the first 3D animated feature film for Bangladesh in the banner of RedDotCom.

All these were good news. Wait! I have heard this Ganster song before. Lemme check my Mohiner Ghoraguli CD. Yes! It's a true copy | Direct Links | Movies world | Software world | Download PC Games | Mediafire Links | Celebrity Picturesof 'Prithibita Naki Chhoto' song. I can't believe it. How come he gives voice to a song, which is a copy of Mohiner Ghoraguli, who are really big in India?

Judge the Natural Beauty

2006-04-15T23:44:00.000+06:00

masheed apu, the best natural beauty i've seen till date. One of the most friendliest person i've ever met.

Ria Vol - III

2006-04-15T22:14:00.000+06:00

I can bet that I know one thing that the 'gavi' would surely do everyday other than the natural calls - 'Jhogra' with Shihan bhai. This is must. As if without Jhogra , the day won't be perfect. Uncle n aunty quarrels on which noodles is better, so she has all the right to do it hereditarily, ryt?

The first day I saw her, frankly speaking, i loved her long hair. Gavi ta oitarei bar bar short kore fele. Or chokh duita bhalo, but needs some more care on the eyelashes. Eastern Tower, i remember, a hotdog....tht's all.

(to be continued........)

Coming soon .........Rusho - another 'best' friend but by default

not a bad bay indeed. i had a satisfactory eco exam. bought a 'hurricane' (!!) for Kanchi. One 'Mew' for Mou. She doesn't understand how much I get tensed, when doesn't pick her cell phone. Bad thoughts surrounds me all round and I can't think of anything else but get more tensed as she doesn't take it even on second time.

I made a fabulous coffee today. Steps taken:

1: Buy a Nescafe 3 in 1 tk. 8 pack
2: Buy Nescafe Coffee tk.2 pack
3: Buy 2 Igloo cup ice creams
4: Take 2 glasses
5: Quarter glass of cold water
6:Danish condensed milk
7: Cashew nut (washed in boiled water)
8: Stick Wafer
9: Sugar
10: Apple
11. Cherry

get cold water in 1/5 of the glass. pour 50% of the dark Coffee pack in it. pour one scoop of ice cream. Pour 1/3 of nescafe 3in1 over the scoop. put some cashewnuts. take one spoon of Danish condensed milk and mix it with the rest of the dark coffee before toppingit over the nuts. break the some stick wafer and scatterdly put it in the glass. Put anotherscoop of ice cream. Mix the 2/3 nescafe 3in1 with cold water before pouring the total ove rthe scoop. Put some Danish + Coffee. put some tiny apple pieces on top with a cherry on middle. put the Choc stick wafer
all round the ice cream. The Yummy frappe is done.

Shit! i am a good Cheff man!!

Send me the message...

2006-04-13T00:02:00.000+06:00

if u want to send me any message, just type ur name and write the msg. I'll surely get it right then.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR MESSAGE - Nawed

NOT-ICE 1

2006-04-12T23:41:00.000+06:00

Some specific items I noticed today:

:: Girls are more careful than guys while stepping on escalators.
:: For no reason, a guy will speed up only to cross a girl from the front to have the closest look

:: Chauffers love one order from the boss, "Drop him at his house. Don't be late back (who cares!!)"
:: Chauffers love to get the money for the car to be filled by petrol, when no one is in the car.

Ria (Vol - II )

2006-04-12T23:37:00.000+06:00

Look into my Phonebook and search for Gavi. Dial the number. Ask her name. The reply would surely be Ria. One can also call her by the name Mona. This fat young (dated 12th March’06) lady, has a big heart (it’s obvious, big body, big heart) where she only keeps a guy named Shihan largely. Uncle, Aunty and Rifat takes a huge part of it. The tiniest part of the heart is distributed among her thousand admirers and friends. A tiniest molecule of that heart contains a name, Nawed. Bigger ones vary from time to time, such as, before HSC Runiya created a big part I her heart. After that, it was someone else at the break, when she didn’t get into any universities; I forgot the name of that girl whom I saw in Officer’s Club meena bazaar stall with Ria. Anyways, now her heart holds the name Ishrat, heavily. With every 5 sentences, I was used to hear the name Shihan at least for once. Now-a-days, the new trend of Ria is, talk 5 sentences, get 1 Shihan and 1 Ishrat for free.

Talking about Ria, I must mention a huge problem, when I was looking for a Salwar Kameez to gift her with my first Eid Bonus. Whichever dress I find very attractive, ultimately delivers me with one question – will this fit the Gavi? No matter what, I was destined to buy one and finally I got something after a 5 hour search throughout all the Dhanmondi Markets.

She is …………impossible to denote any particular adjective. Sometimes she is the coolest, sometimes hottest (only talking about psychological temperature, J). Sometimes suggestive, sometimes worthless………….. anyways I am proud of my best friend, that she has so many qualities, may it be good or bad.

Sometimes I feel that were we made to be friends from the childhood, but it’s only the Dhoka of shaitaan that kept us far away till the college level. We were introduced to each other by the grace of …. GOD. From the day, I started talking to her, I felt a need of being with her.

Infact, I can say to the world, that a girl and a boy can always be good friends, even they can be best friends. I hate those people who say that every girl - boy relationship will turn into the other attraction. Please come on, Challenge our bonding. I might just get married to three girls, she might get married to four guys (!!!!!), yet we would probably be the best friends. The best thing about our relationship is that I never felt any existence of the word 'lust' in our friendship.... ( to be continued)

Ria

2006-04-11T19:03:00.000+06:00

Ria, my best friend. born in 30th June, 1984. brought up in Dhaka. daughter of uncle and aunty (hehehehe... is it my fault that i donno their names? she didnt ever say me).

She has a brother, Rifat. Quite a nice guy. Due to being much with the sister and under jhari, Rifat has some acts and features that goes much with the girls, other than that he is a 'good boy'.

Shihan bhai, her boyfriend. 16 hours a day, 30 days a month, 365 days a year - Ria n Shihan bhai keeps on quarelling at each other. Every day they sing their anthem, "Bye, Bye, Bye", the very next morning, they sing "Still loving you"....

...... sorry, i'll write about all her ridiculous deeds later on. at the moment, Dipu da is here and I have to study economics. Exams r knocking at the bedroom door.

Ridiculous

2006-04-11T18:49:00.000+06:00

Jus did sth ridiculous -

step by step...

::saw som funda goin around with SP2 speaker by the road
:: got eager to know da occassion
:: it was Baton Rouge opening
:: Only invited guests r allowed
:: tried som xtra 'bhaab' ( mood )
:: allowed 2 get in
:: found myself very unfit on shorts
:: got out
:: yet my brain was mockin' 'fail','you failed'....'f*** off, i dint fail'
:: i'v 2 do sth other way
:: went into BonCafe
:: again som bhaab
:: took one Mochafrappe (bhaaber dam 90 bucks)
:: called on the guard n waitress
:: informd thm tht i don lik much lights
:: wastage of electricity
:: so turn of the 32 lights n keep only 3
:: they did as i said
:: my bhaab got placed
:: they took it as suggestion
:: got out...n went to chck if I know any guest for da baton rouge opening
:: could not find any
:: shit! i know nobody
:: ........nothing really ridiculous....but still it is...
:: u kno why?
:: even after 30 mins, when i was passing that cafe, they kept the same light
:: 'am gr8

actually, i wanted to talk about Ria. somehow, i started with Bon Cafe. Okay! i'll write about her separately. 'Coz she's my best friend. Sohel....in any problem, I call sohel for a solution, so he's obviously a genuine candidate for the best friend's position too.

Aussie Cricketers Blush

2006-04-11T09:06:00.000+06:00

who ever thought that bangladesh will score 427 in the 1st innings against australia?

who ever thought that aussies will lose 6 wickets at 93?

when was the last time i saw such a pathetic score in aussie history, i can't rem'ber. Thanks to opener nafees shariar's contribution of 138. who knows, this might just turn out to be match winning performance.

Why did BCB arrange the tourney in such a bad weather? i mean, within a few days, we can expect the ever humble 'kalboishakhi' showing her witchy face. shit! why do i say it a witch, when I love to get wet in rain so much.

My analysis says that a test against aussies now would help in at least one way. if Bangladesh starts losing any of the test, then one might find the 5 crore cricket loving fans praying for the rain in jum'a; a prayer coming from the hearts unconciusly.

Oh! it wasn't only Aussies blushing today. Mou, can u hear me? She couldn't just get rid of smiles from her face. Sakib bhaia is back from Indonesia and my sister was looking so good. 'Mon bhalo thakle, shob bhalo.' This morning, she wasn't the very same one. I dunno, why my sister hates me so much if want to talk to her. She was sitting alone in the basement bench and I just got to her for no reason. There was some space left beside her on the bench, but I didn't take it. I wanted to ask her, what she thinks about going to Sundarban. Probably, I would have preferred 'No Sundarban' at this time of the year. I wish, she ever listens to me. I know, why I didn't ask. Whatever I will suggest, she will do exactly the opposite. Anyways, that's a sister's choice.

I met mr. russel today. Lubna's so-called mama ( the biggest/longest/strongest.... lie, i'v ever heard). He's quite a nice guy. Probabaly, I'v met him earlier, somehow. I forgot.

There was a Banglalink seminar arranged by MBA Club (presided by SC). Mr Mehboob Chowdhury (MC!!) presented his life review. How he pulled up Grameen Phone and how he is now working against his own strategies. It was a nice session though.

Please don't go ...

2006-04-09T05:31:00.001+06:00

Happy Birthday Rayed. The day was not a bad one and I hope my brother didn't feel bad at all. He was taken to Moo's Barn for a beef burger and PS2. He came to Chhoto nanu's house wiht Ammu, where I picked him up. Mou saw us for a second. She had that fake smile on her face worn like a scotch tape, attached and non-removable. In the afternoon, Rayed and me went to movenpick for an Expresso Croquant and an Iced Coffee.

There was a TT tournament going on at the basement where my my known persons had three teams. Miran - Jayita, Rumman - Raka and Maha was playing with a guy called Afzal, whom I saw for the first time.

Then it was not a bad time. Mitul, Rumman, Raka, Shamira, Mou, Taiseer Apu and I went to Lalmatia to have a puri which was termed to be the 'best in Dhaka' by Rumman though I couldn't even have one due to the oil and jhaal. Shit man! I forgot to write something. Two/threee days back, Ratul was telling me that he had a fabulous dream a night before that. I expected it to be real nice one, as he is always quite good imaginative and creative. This time he wasn't creative, flooded with anger yet wearing the big cute smile in his face he stated, " I was dreaming tha tI am slapping Rumman Bhaia hard, in front of BTA while everyone is watching." Why did I say, he wasn't creative? He is creative....

Today, Taiseer Apu also agreed on the fact that this is the worst time to go to Sundarban. It is not that I don't want to go now, but the fact is, I don't want to see my sister getting a bad fever and cold coming back from Sundarban. This is the worst possible season to hang around Sundarban. Apu, if you ever read this, " I beg you to leave the trip at this season, please leave it for God's sake. I know, whatever I'll beg to you, the opposite is what you would do. Yet, I beg you."

Last two days was not that much eventful to write any sort of anything. Lubna checked my mail and asked to compile an autobiography at the oldage. She thought, the Definition of Creativity was taken from some book. She came to my house on a hurry only to get the Dhaka bank and Southeast properties, because she needed those. (U know, bee arrives when the honey is there....) Being needless of any psychological treats, people barely can rely on anybody. Probably, Lubna expects a good friend for her life but she even knows that I can't be one. There's something I hate about her. She tries to influence guys with the fact that she lives lonely. This is simply hateable.

Oh! I couldn't write last two days, because I was in Faridabad.

The Highest Paid.......

2006-04-05T22:58:00.000+06:00

I made the highest spending... i dunno what my sister wanted to say, probably something to her ad world. She won't understand how eager I am to hear the success story related to her.

another cool day. a lean patch at the morning when I found that my economics quiz was actually fab except some silly mistakes. I don't really get the idea why do i make those mistakes.

Today, after my class, i was quite free of any job. I was just trying to get some answer in my mind, am I really creative? what is creativity? why shall people call me creative? I figures out only one answer, that is "Creativity comes from observing every movement and every step of everyday life. Filtering the incidents in three parts; Most Regular, Usual & Unusual. Regular ones would be left out and then the other two will merged by need of situation to put it into any promotional job. Probably, that is creativity."

Hey! I didn't have any interaction with Purba today. There were some chat with Lubna. That's also because she wanted to accomplish a job of me. Yeah! girls know when you are into them and when a guy is most flexible towards the girl herself. I made a contact with Southeast Bank for the Annual report that she needed for her project work. But I lissed the Dhaka Bank.

I was really hurt today, when Monty bhaia denied me from staging something for the Acid Survivors. Mo gave a better idea of forming a student body from diferent clubs and produce something good for the survivors.

We had a nice time on the Canteen while playing 'truth or dare'.
Samurai said, she will be a model if it is a Coffee Campaign
i cant remember any other good topic that came out as a good truth. Oh! I never knew that Taiseer Apu hates Proshun Bhaia so much.

Another day, when Taskin didn't make it. Let's make a countdown. 7 days. If they (mishu and taskin) can't sit with me in Gulshan house within next 7 days, I'll start working with Rakhi apu and Mahfuz bhai.

Gud night

Demo Rain

2006-04-04T22:28:00.001+06:00

Lubna asked "What was that for?". Sometimes people gets short of words (not really out of words), that was the state of mine then. The answer should have been, "It just happened, just happened"....

The day was really cooooooool. Sorry WET. A fabulous cool breeze all round the day with mild drizzle in the morning. For the first time in this year,everyone got that expected 'first rain' today. It was fresh and cool. Raka, Maha, Mitul, Kanti apu, Reza, Sunny, Proshun bhaia and I were having something (don't know da xact name, coz it was in between lunch and breakfast and by quantity it doesn't even fall within brunch) in the Malatilata restaurant(the one beside the uiversity with red walls all branded by Virgin). Meanwhile, a little drizzle came falling which I entitled as a 'Demo Rain', which really disturbed me as I wished to have a perfect pour under the sky. I got back to the hotel to have Nun with tea (an ideal food by Maha). Within 5 minutes, the long awaited and cherished dream came true, rain started falling well and me... jumped on the rain in front of SPZ.

Some 6/7 others joined me first. I remember, last year it was more than 20, who joined me in the first rain party. People are losing their love towards nature....pity! shame!

Edaaf said, Mama is going to buy a Premio within 2 days and they will surprise Ammu by showiing it. I know, Ammu might just be happy that his brother managed to buy one, but that's not the end. Situation does not permit that. She would feel more neglected now.

Accha, damn it! I didn't see the face of my sister today. That's why, I was feeling so incomplete. May be my sis won't ever read it, coz she barely has time to spend time for this ugly face, yet sis I really miss you a lot.

I had nice time in the afternoon while watching th emovie 'Walk the Line' with Lubna. This movie is just enough to describe my relation with Urmee.

Today I got to know that Purba has a teletalk number too, which generally keeps at home. Another discovery was her passion towards rain. I love the persons, who loves rain.

Rain is innocent. It is so true, that it never leaves you untouched if you wish. Rain will always give you a cool feel, proving that everything in th eworld doesn't bear both positive and negative effects. Rain makes me feel fresh, refresh indeed. Sometimes I think God gave a scope to people to feel the first birth from the first rain.

anyways, good night.

Breezy 3rd april

2006-04-03T23:28:00.000+06:00

3RD April. Monty Bhaias Birthday. I was wondering what to gift. Suddenly it came to my mind about the idea of putting finger tips on a t-shirt with comments by everyone from SS. The idea clicked a lil bit but that was not upto the extent I expected it to be. I thought every SS member will understand the depth of this souvenir but it didn’t happen. A fingertip from an SS member with comments will be in the memory till the last day of life. Probably that was my wrong conception.

A bad Habit: I mistakenly write ‘th e’ in place of ‘the’ in many cases, so please pardon whoever reads any of my write up.

‘Tauba Tauba Ve Teri Surat’ – the song might just go with the girl I saw at Time-out today. Anyways, it was the Ganster song, much much hit today in there. I just wanted to hear the song once from O2 mama and then it was a public request by turn. Probably, he had to play the song more than 10 times.

All the SS members went there probably to celebrate the nice weather. For the first time this year, we got some drops of water falling from the sky (don’t say me climatologists call it ‘rain’). Cool breeze was flowing down from every direction.

There was a drizzle of 2/3 mins in the morning. I was hoping another one in the afternoon when I came back to house waiting with shorts and t-shirts but it was another LAGAAN story. Every time I look up, I could only see the clouds singing Goodbye song.

While I was waiting for the rain, it wasn’t that I was just sitting at the window. Hey! I remember something like this, Oney used to do it, did he really have this habit, or just wanted to show that he has the quality to be an SSer. Anyways, I was watching a beautiful movie called ‘Walk the Line’. I wish Urmee ever watched the movie and could realize what she did. This movie gives the answer to ‘what was her job’ but does not really give the answer to my question, ‘why?’

My sister is such a person, who is not my sister actually. It’s weird I know, but that’s the truth. She barely understands what little I expect from her. She thinks herself the smartest one within all. She is smart, no doubt, but I wish she never applies it on me. The worst is, she does all her experiments of ‘rude expressions’ on me. For example, I was saying, “ This song was sung by James for a hindi film Gangster (in time-out), she barely had any receiving attention and just looked at me a glimpse as if, “He has all the right to sing, then what’s your prob in there or why are so enthusiastic, will he give you sth?” Right after 5 seconds, Zico came up and said the same thing and now she makes a comment. That’s what hurts me.

Purba, cousin of tanzia. She just took a new number today. 0191903663, a ladies first package number. She is a good speaker. I had conversations with her only thrice. Within such a short time, I can’t judge anyone. She seems to be a nice girl though. Let’s see what time has to say about her.

I had an opportunity to have a tour to Jahangirnagar uni with Dipu da but Visa was not permitted to me by my mother.

I had a little meet with Lubna for some 15/20 mins. This girl is really nice one talking to. Probably, I was never so comfortable talking to anyone else before ( that’s a lie Nawed, why don’t you say, you like talking to her). She was at SPZ, when she called me after the class and I was at BTA. She said that she had to leave due to some project works. I don’t know why, I just could not stay any longer at BTA and just fled to SPZ to see her. I could not find her outside and concluded that she might have left. Clouds sometimes do fall in the right place. It was burning hot and the cloud just washed away to say me, “If you wanna get tan in the sun then stay where you are or else get into the canteen.” I took the second choice and was just going inside, right then I found Lubna standing to the right. Accha, that was the description how I found her, but now I might ask myself, ‘why I wanted to see her?” There was not even a single special factor that I can write about.

While she was standing, I had a little chat with Amlan Bh and Manowar Bhai about the music video thing. I wonder why did Manowar bhai asked me, “Is there any creative job anywhere?”

Hey! It’s pretty bad to sleep late. I must go to sleep. Thank you. Happy birthday to all the birthday boys of the world.

Life Renews

2006-04-02T23:26:00.000+06:00

Three days back. Now my mind has all the right to ask me whether I was mine. Angles were crying to have seen the worst occassion of my my life, just three days back. Pride made a suicide, hatred could only be deserved. The result was never the unexpected one. A seat was booked for me in the 'Break Up' flight. So many plane crashes, but this one never betrays the haters. How come it will crash, as it is flying already loaded with the crashed persons.

I know 'am lost. Words are getting puzzled, they are running from one end of the world to the other. You know, when people fall in love, they trust all the bright colors of the 3rd rock from the sun. Right after they get a shock, they start loving dark colors. Unusual things are fate of my life, as a result, I could manage to habituate another new taste recently.

Right after I stopped talking to Urmee, I started to use black as a background of presentation. But on the very next morning, I felt the relief in me. I was asking myself why would I love to use Black as a background of my presentation. Just on that moment, I felt that it's actually a peace when you don't have anyone whom you can call your girlfriend. I felt the color white more than anything else. I started to make the presentation. It was neat.

Two days back. Lubna and I were spending some good time along. I dont really know, whether I loved her presence because I just lost the most precious girl of my life only because I asked her to meet then. Probably, because Lubna is a nice friend with whom one might just feel like talking for hours.

The world should know one thing first, "I love my mom, brother, dad and sis the most in this world." One might ask, who's the 'sister', when your mother never gave birth to any. I must state it like this, not all relations are created within bloods. I believe, MOU was supposed to have taken birth in my mother's womb, but God just made an average sending it to her actual parents. Probably God was all set to send her to my mother but as the family plan didn't include anyone withn the next 8 years, He sent Mou to someone who had the plan. By the way, the first one in this place was Kanta apu, who left for USA about 2 years back. Then it was Mou, whom I really felt from the core of my heart as the kind of sister I was always looking for. She says that she barely can help me, but I wish she ever understands how big a role she is playing in my life at this stage. I forgot to mention some words about Kanchi, the younger sister of Kanta apu, whom I treat as a sister too. Shit man! I seem to be a real 'Bon Collector' (sister collector). Last but not the least, I must mention Aditi apu's name, whenever I am talking about 'sisters of my life'. This women always keeps busy with hoards of works, but she still manages to give mw good time talking and chatting for hours. The only thing she lacks is a TIME-OUT!

Sorry, I was just about to step into the virgin world of my good days. today, 3rd April was quite a nice one. I found my sis, Mou in quite a good nature though she said her mood was set-off. We went to Aarong to buy a salwar kameez for her, sth that I really liked few days back but she denied saying that it would suit more to Samurai than her. So, we got out of there and at the amid our get back journey to her office, we took an Ice Coffee to Movenpic, 'am glad that at least I know this taste of her.

Now it's quite late at midnight. I'll get into the world of dreams, a BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS. Oh! ryt I have to think what shall I gift to my brother.

Lie in the name of God

2006-04-02T22:29:00.000+06:00

Time has nothing much to do with how you wish to see your life. You promise to your fiance that you are somewhere close to the destination, you promise in the name of God, but yo were lieing; only to save a moment of anger, you lied in the name of God!!?!! Thts what happens.